2nd day

my second day in college, my first day driving by myself.....

Tmr, lessons start, and i'll see my lecturers, know more bout my lessons....

Can't believe my mum really ask me to drive the old cherokee to school, I was struggling when I heard that, u knw la, Setapak area, juz a few weeks ago, a TARC student almost get raped, then almost every week newspaper come out rob cases happen nearby there.. So driving a jeep there is really challenging for me....

On the way to the collge, my hands and legs was like ice, like stone, I'm really scared, and I keep on calling my setapak fren, coz i cant recognise the roads... I can feel the bikers and drivers are keep on starring at me coz my driving skills is just totally sucks.....

So when i reached the college, I cant park inside thr, and i really dun want other ppl see me driving an old car, u know, a jeep abandoned for 5 years, what would it turn up to be? and I'm very clever, i park my car very far from the entrance, so that other students cant see me, if not they sure will think, wow, this gurl, looks rich... I dun really appreciate that attention.

but I'm risking my life, what if bad guys saw me??? I will be in danger.

I roughly know what I;m goin to learn in this 18 months. What terrified me the most is economics. Have to read lots lots of books, magazine like TIMES, businessweek etc. and answer in english, essay type.. My english is still poor, and exam will be held on july. What I'm gonna do?????????